So, around yesterday night we received some tragic news regarding a family member of ours. My uncle had passed away for reasons still unknown. All we know is that he was found two days ago from this date near a jogging trail. He was a great person and artist and my dad’s youngest and only brother. The family is truly mourning his loss as am I. The other unfortunate news and main point is that our family is tight on money and we don’t have enough for a decent, much less at least, a funeral for him. Other family members are pitching in what they can as well as I, but it still won’t be enough, so I will see what I can try to get from commissions. My paypal commissions are up along with the link to my paypal: http://pikaconst.deviantart.com/journal/Commission-Time-Paypal-open-397333964
However, I am more than willing to do up to two commissions for the same price of one and will draw pretty much anything in any style. They will be posted on my tumblr art blog: http://pikaconst.tumblr.com/ and deviantart (with your permission of course). Thank you
Do you ever, all of a sudden, get this overwhelming wave of self hatred? Like suddenly you hate your body, every inch, your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh, your personality.. you just want to disappear because you can’t stand to be yourself.
When I was sick, I felt completely unlovable. I was gross and vomiting everywhere and I’m sure I looked like miserable death. I was certain Lee was just putting up with me because he felt sorry for me.
But last night I realized I was wrong.
If he didn’t love me, then he wouldn’t have taken care…
when people chose a person over you and then when they have no one else they come running back to you. no, fuck you. fuck you for not being there for me when I needed you. fuck you for never making an effort to see me because you had someone else